It's sucha a pleasure to spend a time with my daddy, probably I could say there wouldn't be the happier moment that I spend with any other guys than my daddy! All girls are so, aren't ey? Past two days I had a pretty happy moment here with my daddy, for he visited here for a temporal holiday. How happy when I could see him here in Seoul where I have no relatives or kindred! I've reminded kind of stable and warm feeling that I haven't touched for long. I really miss my loving family + puppies like anything! Cuz I feel a bit of blush if I say this in my mother tongue, let me just express my feeling and affection to my daddy with this song by Beyonce, "Daddy"


I remember when you use to take me on a bike ride everyday on the bayou (You remember that? We were inseparable)
And I remember when you could do no wrong
You'd come home from work and I jumped in your arms when I saw you
I was so happy to see you (I was so excited, so happy to see you)

Because you loved me I overcome
And I'm so proud of what you've become
You've given me such security
No matter what mistakes I know you're there for me
You cure my disappointments and you heal my pain
You understood my fears and you protected me
Treasure every irreplaceable memory and that's why…

I want my unborn son to be like my daddy
I want my husband to be like my daddy
There is no one else like my daddy
And I thank you for loving me

I still remember the expression on your face
When you found out I'd been on a date and had a boyfriend (My first boyfriend, you should have seen your face)
I still remember I called you crying cause of my tattoo
Could have said Beyonce I told you so
Instead you said you'd get one too (Even my mama said y'all get one just like mine)

Words can't express my boundless gratitude for you
I appreciate what you do
You've given me such security
No matter what mistakes I know you're there for me
You cure my disappointments and you heal my pain
You understand my fears and you protected me
Treasure every extraordinary memory and that's why…

I want my unborn son to be like my daddy
I want my husband to be like my daddy
There is no one else like my daddy
And I thank you for loving me

Even if my man broke my heart today
No matter how much pain I'm in I will be okay
Cause I got a man in my life that can't be replaced
For this love is unconditional it won't go away
I know I'm lucky
Know it ain't easy
For men who take care of their responsibilities
Love is overwhelming
Lord why did you pick me
Can't stop my tears from falling
I love you so much daddy

(Thank you, you've done so much for me. I love you daddy.)

I get so emotional daddy, every time I think of you
I get so emotional daddy, every time I think of you
There is no one else like my daddy
No one else replace my daddy...
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miss ya
can't tell when it comes exactly but it just suddenly come and go without intention. i can't help going down and down bottomlessly whenever that feeling comes over to me. it's somewhat like the mystery of encountering in ma life that come over and pass away. i know how the thing works and ends without going it through already. i always have such feeling that's really changeable, just like clouds in the sky. how it is like if i could grasp on those rapidly changing flow... if so, won't i feel any sorrow or happiness instead?
hey, i just m i s s y o u. . . even the voice won't reach you.
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Autumn nights
Somehow I feel like immersing myself in reading various books these days. Maybe because it's turning to Autumn, as it gets relatively breezy outside at night time, so I feel like enjoying these lengthening nights alone. Or maybe it's the timing I should contemplate about my life perspective as I feel I'm facing some kinda break in my way. For such reasons, I bought several magazines which are October issues, that I felt like reading them up for preparing myself for coming new age, (as you know my bday's in October!) and also bought some books about interesting theme to me, that are kinda text book, something like how-to things relate to our life lol Yeah, those books are real time-killer and not always give us profound wisdoms, though I felt can get some lessons that could be used in our practical life to some extent, and reading itself is purely a fun to me anyway. Additionally, it's always nice to know other sage's sayings. I can feel them, GMTA yo!
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just wanna say thank u for this heartly and cutie puppies. . . they r soooo cuuuute! i really truly love them! u knoe how much i love ma dogs. . .i was on cloud nine when i saw this affectionate gift u chose 4 me, u knoe? gonna keep it for good bit for sure. . . hontouni arigato!
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today's natsuyo@weblog
sorry guys, i couldn't find enough time 2 update today's natsuyo for long. guess some ppl would wonder what's goin on with me...don't ya??? i'm doing pretty well, confortably living in seoul and having good time anyway. just one thing makes me sad is the fact that my staying here is only bout 3 weeks to go! i just got used to living here recently and finally feel home in korean language and cultures but now it's almost time to leave, ahhhhhh. for that reason, whenever think of the time being back in my hometown, i can easily imagine that i'd just be happy about meeting ppl and my loving pets in my homeland, yet quite surely i'd be missing the moments and memories that i made here. three months's just really short, time flies like an arrow for sure. never gonna waste any single day!
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My friend
Each life is destined to be varied upon a person, and that's why it's always interesting to meet people. We can learn a lot from others, and I believe they always give us the most valuable ideas and learning.

The other day, I met my close friend after a while, and had lunch together in town. She's my ex-workmate yet we are having different life of our own now. She's beautiful, brilliant, and matured lady, and respectable in many ways to me. I was really happy to talk with her, and actually, we had a great deal to catch up on lately. She's now engaged, and seemed busy preparing for her coming new life. Since her fiance is in Sweden, she will move there soon, which is unhappy news to me.

At any rate, her story felt me like a drama or fairy tale or something! They will hold their wedding ceremony in England, where they have much connection with, therefore they will follow the classical British custom. It reminded me the course I was taking when I was in Uni, the history of GB. Ahhh, I couldn't believe that would happen to my close people of mine, but she is possible and suitable to go through such distinct culture. It's completely like a scene from kinda happy-ending movie. Hope I could be a witness to their sacred moment in the ceremony. Maybe I couldn't stop crying to see such scenes. Lately, I tend to move such easily, maybe it's because of my age, hahah.

And I know she will adjust to cross-cultural life in new land. More than anything, she looked happy to stay with her soon-to-be hubby! Surely, she can get over anything as long as they're together. I wanna give my blessing and heartily congratulation to them. May the god bless your future, and miss you guys!

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